bloody. today's japanese test was the hardest one EVER. i think i'm not going to do so well, and i'm terribly disappointed. i should have studied harder and paid more attention in class. and to top it off, now i'm doing a japanese project with these two gay male chauvinists (spelling?) whom me and jimmy think are assholes. REALLY. and i swear if jimmy dares to switch classes at this point of time and leave me to do the projects with those two jerks, i shall hunt him down in school. those arrogant jerks who look down on us tj people. and i serious, if i get like 35/50 or anything lower than that, i'm going to slap my own face, HARD.

and i hate electives so much. it's like i have nothing done, with a presentation that's like hanging halfway and i'm supposed to present it in like approximately 10 hours time, and the teacher just fuhking pisses me off. every damned lesson he lets us off like 45 mins late. hella boring, and stupid. and i haven't done my freaking worksheet. my no-nonsense teacher will like kill me if i go to class unprepared. my one and only group member isn't online, and she cannot be reached by phone. (it always happens, when it's urgent and i need someone to pick up, they never do. ALWAYS HAPPENS FOR SOME REASON I DON'T KNOW WHY.) my other group member is sick, and she's probably in deep slumber now. so yeah, here i am like desperately adding anyone i can think of who's in the same electives as me online. and none of them are on the comp. *slams something sdgiuhserkg* like HELLO I'M LOSING MY BRAIN CELLS PANICKING CAUSE I'VE GOT NOTHING DONE. i wish i was in the same elective as michelle T-T i don't want my teacher to skin me or disfigure me by pouring his coke on my face? AHHHHHH.

so now my group member is online, talking oh-so-cooly. as in, replying slowly. as if we have like 6523974853 weeks to finish our presentation and worksheet. SENSE OF URGENCY! *tugs at hair on head* she's like seriously so level headed now and i'm going like sghuskasuh BLAHWAHGAHGAH over the presentation. damn, no wonder my level of composure is like one of the lowest in my class. @@;; GAWD I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M PANICKING! BREATHEEEE, CHARLENE. x[ NEED. COFFEE. NOW. *frustration yet again!*

and there's bio and physics lab report which i don't really give a hoot about, but it's due soon. DIE.

apart from feeling like i need 23857283957 cups of coffee RIGHT NOW to calm my systems, i had a fun time with ge lin, xian baby, krystal and lelly in the canteen today laughing at the dancers XD

think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts, THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS. there's volleyball tomorrow. what else? oh, there's electives presentation tomorrow. SHAT.

DEEP BREATH NOW. @@;;

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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